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2007-03-08 - please please please.
2006-04-20 - please dont let this die.
2005-07-11 - closing time.
2005-07-10 - like i could ever leave.
2005-07-09 - the death of love fatal.
2005-07-07 - because it always seems to help.
2005-07-05 - jimmy eat world & those nights in my car.
2005-07-05 - tell me something good.
2005-07-05 - ten years gone.
2005-07-03 - thoughts of advances? surely i must be joking.
2005-07-03 - you know the drill.
2005-07-03 - but hes hot, so its okay.
2005-07-01 - lets get married.
2005-06-30 - yeah, that sounds about right.
2005-06-29 - underneath your clothes.
2005-06-28 - wishing to be the friction in your jeans.
2005-06-28 - apparently we're "sort of seeing eachother" & here i thought we were losing it.
2005-06-27 - as if you have a choice.
2005-06-26 - evil ways.
2005-06-26 - hold on tightly, let go lightly.
2005-06-23 - but i would, & there lies the problem.
2005-06-22 - but my sucess in this will be another story.
2005-06-22 - i dont think i can trust love anymore.
2005-06-22 - i feel that this must be a sign.
2005-06-22 - i have a feeling i'll always wait for him.
2005-06-21 - sooner the better for me
2005-06-21 - perhaps.
2005-06-20 - if i give up, it'll really be over.
2005-06-20 - i am all you ever wanted, i am the cause to all your problems
2005-06-19 - its chapstick & chapped lips & things like chemistry.
2005-06-19 - there you go with hope again.
2005-06-19 - i guess its luck, but its the same hard luck you've been trying to tame.
2005-06-17 - its not what i believe in.
2005-06-14 - the speed of sound.
2005-06-14 - good times.
2005-06-14 - you remind me of a man i used to sleep with.
2005-06-13 - ex-boyfriend.
2005-06-12 - you are fucking ignorant.
2005-06-10 - i didnt think it would be all that bad, but in actuality we should probably avoid it.
2005-06-09 - she's so close now, this girl is half his age.
2005-06-08 - if you couldnt already tell, i wrote this over the course of a week.
2005-06-06 - things dont need to be broken to hurt you.
2005-06-05 - its been so long i forgot it was ever there.
2005-06-05 - its always you in my big dreams.
2005-06-03 - we'll forget the past..but maybe i'm not able.
2005-06-02 - cause baby, i've got big plans.
2005-05-31 - one of us better grow some balls soon.
2005-05-29 - & i dew not lyke yur very baig thize
2005-05-28 - how stupid could i be
2005-05-26 - you make it hard to function.
2005-05-23 - flip through the script & tell me what it says, skip through the story, tell me how it ends
2005-05-22 - men are silly.
2005-05-21 - sleep to dream; things have never been so swell
2005-05-21 - horoscopes are whores.
2005-05-20 - i dont even think you showed up.
2005-05-18 - he just called me a silly goose.
2005-05-17 - strong stuff, she says
2005-05-16 - you wake up everytime it rains
2005-05-14 - meditative exercise for those seeking confusion, clarity, & whatever else may follow.
2005-05-14 - like a bullet through a flock of doves
2005-05-13 - the best of you.
2005-05-11 - for what reason.
2005-05-09 - hit me, i can take your cheap shot.
2005-05-08 - anyones any was all to her
2005-05-04 - fucker. you make me type with the caps lock on.
2005-05-04 - i had to put it in a song.
2005-05-01 - it amused me.
2005-04-30 - norma jean sucks pretty bad, but you cant not love these lyrics.
2005-04-29 - you'd make a great secret if i could keep you.
2005-04-29 - anyone lived in a pretty how town
2005-04-29 - i hate it when i cry for no reason.
2005-04-29 - but he tells no more lies
2005-04-27 - you're irritating in that "lets get married" kind of way
2005-04-25 - i'm pretty lame.
2005-04-24 - said the girl.
2005-04-24 - a chain of flowers
2005-04-23 - so, i love the retard.
2005-04-23 - end.
2005-04-23 - literate & stylish, kissable & quiet, you know the deal
2005-04-22 - i hope he never lets me down again
2005-04-22 - i was sitting. waiting. wishing you believed in superstitions
2005-04-21 - a watered down version of my mind.
2005-04-21 - cant take my eyes off of you
2005-04-19 - banquet
2005-04-19 - i hate it when feelings sneak up on you.
2005-04-19 - this makes eleven.
2005-04-19 - i've never seen a southern emo kid, but now i really want to.
2005-04-19 - go back to dawsons creek.
2005-04-19 - i draw x's on my hand & say retarded things like, "if you're smoking in here, you better be on fire!" yeah, you're cool.
2005-04-18 - save me.
2005-04-18 - does the cycle ever end
2005-04-18 - please dont bring that shit back.
2005-04-17 - tear him for his bad verses meets i want a boy whos so drunk he doesnt talk
2005-04-17 - thinking of me when hes with her
2005-04-17 - i cant tell you who to idolize.
2005-04-17 - he told me change isnt always for the best
2005-04-16 - i couldnt help myself.
2005-04-16 - hold on tightly, let go lightly
2005-04-13 - keeping a tally, but who can keep track?
2005-04-11 - lennie's song.
2005-04-11 - if you're just looking for a place to put your love, i know just how you feel.
2005-04-10 - you never meant that much to me
2005-04-09 - you'd fit better in with the angels up in heaven.
2005-04-08 - you have really pretty eyes.
2005-04-06 - broken heart lullaby
2005-04-06 - we are our own damn coffins.
2005-04-02 - what the hell.
2005-04-03 - all the grown ups sing, "shut up, grow up, & miss everything."
2005-04-02 - you're just a line in a song.
2005-03-30 - this shaking keeps me steady
2005-03-30 - i'll bring you to life.
2005-03-27 - the birth of sageism.
2005-03-26 - when you just cant fake it anymore.
2005-03-25 - i dont know why people think they're weak.
2005-03-25 - stick that in your pipe & smoke it.
2005-03-24 - i'm a bad person. but i like it.
2005-03-24 - its all the same to me.
2005-03-16 - best of luck with your heart attacks, your broken backs & "better him than me"
2005-03-13 - a what-the-hell moment.
2005-03-12 - baby, can you say "dead"?
2005-03-09 - smile like you mean it.
2005-03-07 - frequently low, but now down & out
2005-03-07 - time of your life.
2005-03-07 - i'll see you in another life.
2005-03-05 - i'd build a better place from the ruins.
2005-02-23 - she said, "dont let it go to your head."
2005-02-18 - giving up.
2005-02-18 - you are beautiful, but you dont mean a thing to me
2005-02-14 - this shaking keeps me steady.
2005-02-15 - he only loves those things because he loves to see them break
2005-02-14 - give me a break kid.
2005-02-10 - lets not step around this.
2005-02-10 - its too important to stay the way its been.
2005-02-09 - you'd make a great secret if i could keep you.
2005-02-07 - i havent thought straight in days.
2005-02-07 - this is me wishing you into the worst situations
2005-02-05 - boy thinks he'll erase this someday.
2005-02-03 - you move slow like daytime drama.
2005-01-26 - i promise not to mind if you go your way, & i go mine.
2005-01-21 - its not like i think about you constantly.
2005-01-19 - this place was never the same again after you came & went
2005-01-17 - take a chance you stupid hoe
2005-01-16 - oh something clean, let me be clever
2005-01-15 - & i know just what its like.
2005-01-14 - i'm having fun. i hope you are too.
2005-01-14 - why settle?
2005-01-14 - music for a darkened theatre.
2005-01-14 - i'd say all the words that i know.
2005-01-12 - karma police, i've given all i can.
2005-01-12 - come as you are, as you were, as i want you to be.
2005-01-10 - he said, "the gods punish us by answering our prayers."
2005-01-08 - your eyes are closed, your heart is open wide
2005-01-06 - you're making me want to need to know
2005-01-01 - blinded.
2004-12-31 - & the crowd goes singing
2004-12-31 - time of your life.
2004-12-30 - bastards.
2004-12-27 - lovers on the carousel wont ride forever.
2004-12-25 - this is that entry where i piss everyone off.
2004-12-24 - christmas cheer.
2004-12-23 - so, i'm not sleeping so good..
2004-12-20 - breaking hearts like its going out of style.
2004-12-20 - spotlight.
2004-12-18 - if i had my way, i'd break this blue house in two.
2004-12-17 - i dare you to move like today never happened.
2004-12-14 - i need you like war on peaceful days.
2004-12-11 - if something happens twice its a trend.
2004-12-11 - if something happens once its an accident.
2004-12-11 - in joyuda town, no one is ever down.
2004-12-11 - make up your own ending.
2004-12-09 - the beautiful letdown.
2004-12-07 - so i tell her lies.
2004-12-06 - bored but amused.
2004-12-06 - shes leaving it all behind.
2004-12-06 - yesterday is a promise that you've broken.
2004-12-03 - just a dream.
2004-12-02 - this will never end.
2004-11-30 - you pierce my heart like a willing arm.
2004-11-28 - quitting alone will never get you dry.
2004-11-28 - that woman..
2004-11-26 - grave digger.
2004-11-26 - in recent news.
2004-11-26 - music & random thoughts.
2004-11-25 - i guess we already knew that.
2004-11-23 - easy kill ramble.
2004-11-23 - never feel this way again.
2004-11-22 - twenty three.
2004-11-20 - shes feeling more alone than she ever has before.
2004-11-20 - forget it all together.
2004-11-20 - doesnt matter.
2004-11-19 - the recluse.
2004-11-16 - i still fail to understand.
2004-11-15 - gentlemen dont ask questions.
2004-11-14 - we become the things we do.
2004-11-13 - i walk alone.
2004-11-12 - in case you couldnt tell.
2004-11-12 - eleven a.m.
2004-11-10 - to the moon & back.
2004-11-08 - carry on dancing.
2004-11-07 - dance to sleep.
2004-11-07 - headache.
2004-11-06 - shut up.
2004-11-06 - the art of lying.
2004-11-06 - love is weird & retarded.
2004-11-06 - talk to me, fuckers.
2004-11-06 - nobody puts baby in the corner.
2004-11-05 - silver bullet
2004-11-04 - for lovers.
2004-11-04 - this is the last time.
2004-10-31 - revelations.
2004-10-30 - kiss with opened eyes
2004-10-28 - another song about closing your eyes
2004-10-26 - carry me over
2004-10-25 - wake me up when september ends
2004-10-23 - & i proclaim, all hail the heartbreaker.
2004-10-23 - i wish you would stay.
2004-10-23 - this is the only thing that will ever have a title; this is love fatal.

 

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