we'll forget the past..but maybe i'm not able.
you know something. it doesnt matter that chances are, nothing will ever happen. & it doesnt matter that my plans didnt go entirely as i wanted them to. because i took some sort of step forward. i ditched my idiot entourage without a word & went to go chill with him. & we talked about stupid things that didnt matter & laughed & walked around & said things at the same time. i've never wanted someone as much as i want him, & truth be told i still believe hes where i belong. but if i'm right, & hes where i'm supposed to be, i'll get there someday. it took a ridiculous amount of time, but i'm pretty sure i just grew up.