i wish you would stay.
i slowly shoot these words like weapons, & go insane
i watch you drive your stupid car, you go away
death day. by alien ant farm. look it up, because its the fucking anthem.
i just told matt the three most overused phrases in life over voicemail;
i love you,
fuck you too,
& goodbye.
he's leaving everyone, he said he's become fine in isolation.
i cant be poetic because i just hate him so bad.
he wont ever talk to any of us here again.
& i cant make him stay.
he hasnt spoken to anyone since tuesday.
& i'm fucking sorry but i'm not something you can cross off your list of characters.
you cant erase people.
you cant just act like your life didnt happen; it fucking did & you cant escape it
if he just wanted to leave me behind that'd be one thing
but everyone.
every fucking person he knows, hes getting away from.
& five minutes ago i said, i will not cry
i cant stop crying.
so listen up, because this is the last fucking time i'll play this song.
i somehow knew this would happen..