i'm so fucking in love with this other. & i dont know him.

i dont know what he gets when he goes to starbucks, or what his favorite song is or where he grew up.

i dont know if he's ever been in love.

but i'm listening to him sing- his voice isnt even that good- & i'm losing myself.

i repeat;; there is nothing special about this man

all i know is the way he looks at me & his body language & how one minute he has me laughing harder than i've ever laughed, & the next i'm melting.

he's so average its amazing.

this other is something i'll never start with, & he just might be the one thing i finish.

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